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June 29 Sometimes i wished i wasn't me.Years ago; given a chance to be something I'm not, I would want to be a rock.
Not a pebble because that would be a little too light and too convenient for someone to throw me away.
Hence, a rock would be the perfect choice. Something not as big as a mountain; because I wouldn't want to end up shattering into pieces and dust.
Something not as small to be insignificant; because I don't want to be the uncomfy little stone that slipped in your shoes.
Today, I want to be a pair of eye.
If I could; I'd want to be the eye of you whom is specifically not BLIND.
I'd want to travel far and beyond with you.
I'd want to tear more than just because his brain tells me to.
I'd want shut naturally, when he blinks and when he sleeps.
I figure this is the best way to be with you.
August 06 Whose fault was it?Just this very afternoon, a friend of mine (which i've never met) questioned why i've stopped calling him and emailing him.
Was trying to come up with an answer when he suddenly disappeared into thin air.
To be honest, it's quite a brain teasing question.
Got myself thinking for a moment.
It all started with praises to dating mediums. But why in the first place was my profile there?
At that time, i just came clean out of a relationship. Definitely ain't looking for another relationship then.
I'm not being desperate. No harm with having more friends, right?
Besides it was a paying medium.
People actually pay to get to know others, it should have been something good.
At least i assumed the people who set up their profiles would possess sincerity.
Not that i'm wrong. But i'm seeing a totally different picture out of the first.
I wonder if i started off with the wrong foot.
At times i wonder if i'm as pathetic as the others who did not fail to scare me off.
Or am i not getting the picture? Did these people have something in mind that they expect out of others?
Back to his question. You know, i don't know what went wrong.
Sometimes people or friends drifts apart without having to question.
Everyone is busy with their own priorities.
It doesn't take a reason to iron things out.
No one should be blamed either.
It just didn't happen.
I wanted him as a friend
He wanted me as a friend.
What i did was probably not up to his expectations.
What he did is not recognized as appreciated.
The misunderstanding comes in.
Then it just didn't happen.
Example: You felt like having a cup of coffee. The ritual shop you adore is not in business. You decided to take plunge and try coffee from other cafes. You didn't like the coffee you ordered. Finish that cuppa coffee or not, it's your choice.
Conclusion: You have the option to never visit that cafe again.
Visit but order something else the next time.
Walk up to one of the waiter there and tell em "Your coffee sucks!"
Last but not least, keep trying other cafes till you're pleased with that one cup of coffee.
The thing is, why would you want to blame someone for blending a cup of sucky coffee when it was you who had a preference in mind? Different recipes everywhere. You just got to keep trying TILL you find something that your taste bud is happy with.
June 27 With or without?Thought of the day:
To love someone and to be loved is the same
It's like a bag of chips
All the goodies in a bag
But the calories kills you
June 19 The prickly kinda loveThis world no doubt can be so cold yet there are so many people out there who believe love keeps the world going. Love is just so addictive. We are the ones who know how to love and yet we are residents that vent our frustrations when things turn ugly. Remember the early days of courting when everything is all made of sugar and sweets? Darling, that’s a sign of love. And if you still feel that way now, thank god because you’re still in love! But what happens when things turned a little bitter? I’m sure there are some chocolate lovers out there who have a certain preference to nibble on the dark ones but it’s not always successful to satisfy the lovers with sweet decaying tooth. How do they get by living with the dark chocolates? It’s a balance. We don’t get everything we want. But we can always try to make it happen. It’s either the brains that are playing tricks on you or your actions would have to speak louder than just the thoughts. It never cut both ways. Pick one side. It was quoted that life is like a Roller coaster. It defines the ups and downs in life. I’m not going to beat that phrase, but isn’t life like a Ferris wheel? It’s a big cycle. And there’s something to celebrate about this big cycle. Great view from different angle despite we’re pretty much locked from the outside world. Feel the bars for yourself; it portrays a sense of security. A great feeling for those who can’t wait to walk on the aisle bedded with white and pink petals. What is love all about? I’m perfectly the opposite who cries harder for the prick who broke my heart after months of dating. My friend says I’m crazy for crying over some fresh pricks. What is there to cry about if I’ve given my best shot throughout the bloody years I’ve been with Mr. Wrong? I’ve stayed long enough to know its not working. The pricks gave me hope and it’s awful when I didn’t have the time to hang on long enough to convince myself. Pricks and hope blends so well together. Just like a cup of Irish Coffees. So different on grounds but it’s a great drink if you appreciate all the kick in a cup. Last but not least, can someone tell me what is it that they see in a person before they vow till death do them part? I bet it’s not the sparks unless two is willing to start their lives together without ever knowing each other. Worse scenario, the planning comes in and either one falls out of the plan. Which is which? Is the marriage or the wedding a slice of heaven? I’m done for tonight.
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